I am a complacent friend. I tend to let people walk all over me and control the friendship...as long as you don't go overboard in the way you treat me. How fucked up is that??? I had a friend that was a friend of mine for years and I mean years...We met back 2000 and were joined at the hip in everything that we did. Even back then the relationship was flawed. At the time I chalked it up to being a teenager and we are all emotional. Well I let my friend do whatever and be however rude or inconsiderate of my feelings as she wanted, because at the time I didn't care. Well after a year of that, I started to show wear and annoyance...One incident broke the camel's back. We didn't talk or speak to each other for a good 2 years.
We became friends again, when our daughters were born a month apart from each other. For the first year we saw each other either alot over one month or not for awhile every couple 3 months...So that first year it was great...Even the second and third year...Then the fourth year and I can't believe the crap she does...So I start to get short every once in awhile. I try talking to her and all I ever hear about is "woe is me .... I, I, I" from her...I again allow things to fester. I decide finally for myself that I don't need her crap to exist.
I finally become independent...Only the insane keep company with people that don't see the error of their ways. I know what I did in this relationship and will gladly own up to it to her...not over Blogger...However I can promise you that in my entire god-givin life she would never admit her wrongs or seek help to fix whatever makes her the way she is.
TTFN...Natilda
P.S. One "Pre-k"er using her big people words....HAHAHAHA!!!!!
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